a 0.05 philosopher

pekan ini cukup berat. setiap harinya ada saja berita yang buatku tercengang. mulai dari beratnya menanggung amanah dan rahasia dibalik rahasia. rasanya jadi pengen lebih milih ga tau rahasia orang lain. tapi dipercaya. hmmm…

sekarang nampaknya puncaknya (atau belum usai?)

uje wafat

semoga allah swt menerima amal ibadah beliau

semoga adiba khanza az zahra dan keluarga tabah

aamiin aamiin aamiin yaa robbal ‘alamin

semoga allah swt menjaga aku, kamu dan semuanya aamiin

semua kejadian bisa dimaknai dan dipilih dengan tanpa rasa, bersikap biasa saja atau berlebihan. cukuplah allah swt saja. cukuplah allah swt saja. cukuplah allah swt saja.

no one knows

no one understands

but i believe

there’s one

who knows

who understands

thank you, allah swt for not letting me go

alhamdulillah

i felt so happy today. i ‘socialize’ through socmed using my red netbook meanwhile next to me daddy with his red laptop worked his office stuff.

we almost never talked. but i have a real quality time with him.

i just wanna stayed with my daddy today.

i should help my younger sisters with their raimuna project in masjid munawarah villa ilhami, actually.

but i chose to stay here with my daddy.

i felt that i don’t have a plenty time left to share with him. only two of us.

i really love him and i’m sure he loves me too.
although he almost ‘hit’ me last night. i realized, i annoyed him. but i didn’t intended to did that.

okay, he pushed me to go to masjid now.

later on i’ll write again.

i prayed, may allah swt gathered us in jannah

aamiin aamiin aamiin yaa robbal ‘alamin

i love you Mr. Agus Veteranto Bingan :*